There are some people that you just can't say shit to. No matter what you say they take it the wrong way and get upset. Some people are always on the defensive. If you bring up something they are doing or have done that bothers you, instead of acknowledging what you are saying as a valid feeling, they immediately respond with, "Well, you always do bla bla bla." I hate that.
I wish for once I could just come to you and say, "You know, I really don't like it when you do this." I wish you would just for once acknowledge what I am feeling without having to point fingers about some lesser act that I've done that annoys you too. If in fact I am doing things that annoy you, speak up on it. Don't wait until it build up to the boiling point. I sure don't wait for that. I wish for once I could tell you something and have you recognize what I am saying instead of brushing me off with a "well, whatever" because it's not what you want to hear.
In my life right now, you are my biggest frustration. It's times like these when I wonder why I bother anyway. Maybe you would be better off all alone (as you pretty much are anyway) because then maybe you would understand what it is about you that has driven everyone else in your life away. If you don't want to die alone and lonely -
CUT THAT SHIT OUT!
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